Thursday, October 23, 2008

starting fresh.

New blog, new start. I've felt the need to start a blog again, but I feel like my xanga is too far in the past, so I'm starting a new one. I don't know how often I'll be using this, but we'll see.

Anyways, school...so I am feeling completely unmotivated in that aspect of life right now. I don't like it or enjoy it at all. I don't think it's what I want to do anymore, but its already 3rd year and I don't want to give up just because I'm already more than half done...I don't want to throw these past few years away. I just don't know if I'll be able to push myself to finish this degree. Sigh. I'm in SIAT (School of Interactive Arts & Technology) at SFU. It's a good program, but the farther I get, the more I'm realizing I just don't have the passion that my friends in the program have. It's not my thing really...its just not enjoyable anymore. Some parts are, but its just not satisfying me. I don't know what else to do though. My only other career or school interests are fashion at John Casablancas which seems like it would be so much fun...but: 1) Its very expensive. 2) Will it get me anywhere?
Perhaps combined with the SIAT degree if I finish, but I guess we'll see.

There's a lot of other problems I can find with life right now, but that's enough ranting at the moment.

1 comments:

  1. Make sure you love what you are doing... Don't just do it because you have to, otherwise you won't be happy

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